Blues in Mind
I too wonder how long,
I’m exhausted in my world, yet together
we do understand,
I just wish it were more beautiful than it is
Have you forgotten,
do you recall when first the moment you knew,
there before my eyes I watched my mind shift,
I did love this release,
a special bargaining with God’s purpose,
and yet, why was i allowed to appreciate the need,
her, him, the other ones, the first time, each climax,
wherever I have been how might I possibly regain
that spectacular first mind-blowing anticipation.
I wonder about work,
is this the grind they speak of as being our reality.
I’d much prefer the original,
remember when we could chuckle about being …
a sensual diva.
can you tell me if we can ever get past our demons,
or whether they really are something we take ownership for.
I do live for your blue,
I will lose myself in you.