I want to let my tears flow,
then I might understand just the distance
I have traveled since
we did, since we began,
since another time years ago,
I felt her presence,
and she did mine,
and we together read all the signals wrong.
So now its afternoon ambiance,
the time when I look through slats to the outdoors,
see the sun shining inside,
there is no desire to move,
if I cannot feel her next to me,
I at least desire the possibility,
when that is gone,
i have nothing left to remain.
I listen, feel the music, it will ask me,
I will because it is the only thing,
I want to do now in this moment,
nothing else could take away,
Yet, promises were made,
I’m lost inside a shadow,
looking for a place to rest,
a rainy day over sunlight’s trade.