apersonaljourney – stories of love

Day: October 1, 2019

  • This Is Loneliness

    Every word you might find here is a leading reminder. Not a conscious choice only some sweet trapping of a vulnerable soul wanting peace, wanting some solace.   Every gasp I might have in a lonely sigh would tell you everything I hide inside my eyes.   I would not expect your understanding though try…

  • A Fear of Myself

    I like to write. Finding words allows me to have comfort in my own mind, lets me put things together that I struggle with. Tonight though, it feels different. I have this horrific sense of communicating without a shared conversation. I’ve come to terms with writing for myself, on many occasions when trying to find…

  • Nightmares Remain

    I’ll not anymore, though it might hurt to imagine, a silence leaves no clue, a final word, a disappearing assurance that my pain is real, suddenly if quiet even here, never will you know, no response, such worded praise, left in a confusion, no more rage.   I’ll not give you a reason to wonder,…

  • Ashes and Rain

    We have all known the moment, A parting sky, A particular omen like Indicator Like the weather cube Turns green Turns yellow Turns black, Though we are told … Yet forever we debate The latter isn’t a color Recognized in the lexicon Of a rainbow, As powerful as it might be Ashes Final moments, The…