I look for you, only in the moment,
every moment that occurs,
every walk,
each time my heart responds
to wondering
just where you might be,
I wish to hold you close to me,
give you confidence
my love for you isn’t chance,
still real,
still surreal in its manner
of beauty in the moment of your
Grace,
a part of life I imagine
only between you and me.
I wish I could have the opportunity,
I don’t miss any aspect of trauma,
beyond only you,
I hope you might someday,
understand
your impact
is my own life driving desire
to know
to reflect
to love,
again.