I can feel it,
easy enough to help others
ignore you,
incessant pleas
a constant barrage
woe is me,
whoa is me
waltzing across your peace of mind,
sharing mine
piece of my mind
sharing with you,
my world
no longer yours
isn’t mine any longer either.
I’m watching TV right now,
I could do that
for the rest of my life
every day,
just watch,
perhaps a nap from exhaustion
and then
then it would just take more
discipline,
not moving,
just watching TV,
eventually emaciation
might cause me to lose my senses,
finding the freedom
I so wish I knew how to find comfort in.
Clearly there is a labile nature to loss,
the variables are never understood.
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