So many times I would travel this road
it would be daylight
sunrise, returning in a setting sun.
I wonder sometimes how long it was
I would remain alone
inside a fantasy of love
We talked so often of love
somehow confused our lives with sex,
sex and love,
love and sex.
I suppose I’ll never know
which one you might have handed to me,
you believe belonged to you.
All I can do is visualize those moments
when together we might share eyes,
do you remember
that was all we needed.
I’m here right now
in a manner you once told me
I was needed,
I have tears of confusion
all I will ever have.
There will forever be this love
rare possibility of ever going away
eternal heart and soul
will always dream eyes.
©️ Scott F Savage 12/2020