I realized how lost I am today. Not myself specifically in my state of mind, the notion of feeling less a part of my reality. I discovered a decisive removal of my memory, I sometimes hope I might be over reacting but I can’t always count on that anymore.
I won’t ever give up on what I believe I can’t possibly do that. My own sense of reality has been driven by a beauty and grace some people might not achieve in a lifetime. I have. When I reflect upon this time that I was able to experience, there is no question in the love I felt. I cannot let go of that for the remainder of my life because if I do then I will be a hypocrite to my own feelings.
So I will just remember and be grateful and carry the optimism I have always carried in my life. The last year has given me a certain freedom that I’ve had to work hard to feel but I do and I wish that upon anyone I love.
Especially you.
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A Heartfelt Anxiety
Posted at 11:11 am by a quiet man, on January 30, 2021
I realized how lost I am today. Not myself specifically in my state of mind, the notion of feeling less a part of my reality. I discovered a decisive removal of my memory, I sometimes hope I might be over reacting but I can’t always count on that anymore.
I won’t ever give up on what I believe I can’t possibly do that. My own sense of reality has been driven by a beauty and grace some people might not achieve in a lifetime. I have. When I reflect upon this time that I was able to experience, there is no question in the love I felt. I cannot let go of that for the remainder of my life because if I do then I will be a hypocrite to my own feelings.
So I will just remember and be grateful and carry the optimism I have always carried in my life. The last year has given me a certain freedom that I’ve had to work hard to feel but I do and I wish that upon anyone I love.
Especially you.
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I am a writer. I've always wanted to write intriguing words. Don't we all. Aren't we all wanting to be experts in the language of love, sensuality, desire, provocative notions? Well, I'm giving it a try. Join me if you'd like, and please share any feedback you think would help my adventure :)