I’ve been thinking a lot lately
the what ifs that bug me,
a constant burden
asking me for answers.
I sit alone
letting my thoughts drift by
and she always returns
quiet memory.
I wish I knew happiness
a consistent feeling
rather than the unraveling
always knocking on my door.
In being reflective
I cannot ascertain
whether its a good thing
or bad judgment on my part.
In being reflective
I’ve chosen only motive.