I was writing her a letter,
held all my words together.
I wanted her to smile,
to know I was servile.
I was wishing for more
always wanting to show her.
But I lost my way,
like any other day.
I haven’t found
a solution so profound
to give me peace
with this quiet releasse.
A wish to enhance
how really to chance
our lives are mixed in
with this fear within.
I wanted to cry
I’ll always ask why.