Seems I can’t figure out
how to get out of here,
always fall back in,
always let my state of mind,
feel the pain of wonder,
forever caught up in a wander
of my heart and soul.
I remember one afternoon,
I held her close,
she smiled in my eyes,
I held her closer.
Didn’t want to let go,
just stay there forever.
Now I just want to get out of here,
this place I remain in,
everything cycles around,
remember the same,
holding onto what is familiar,
always shaking off change.
I’ll always be searching I guess,
finding some way to feel new.