Used to be a nightmare,
to be alone,
inside my head
my thoughts going everywhere.
I would sit in silence,
staring at my walls,
wondering just when
the turmoil in my head
would escape,
leave me alone.
But its mystery
has been with me
since a child
standing at the top
of my hill
with the gravely path.
I’ve always reflected
seems the same place
in my mind,
forever drawn by
a question,
not always a reality,
often just a fantasy.
For now I have my favorite chair.