I can respond,
can stop and think and know when
I’ve gone too far,
expected a few things
we couldn’t have
anymore.
Seems these nights
with tears in my eyes
I try to recreate those moments
I no longer live in,
don’t breathe the same air,
the winds have changed,
I can feel it welling in my eyes.
This pleasant exterior
lets me about my day,
a quiet servitude
in society.
If across the threshold,
push me too far,
look inside my eyes,
one might find
a shattered glass,
being propped up
and pieced together
trying to salvage
one last moment,
a final tease of
my integrity.