He spoke with a plan
Chose no desire for demand
Mechanical end
He spoke with a plan
Chose no desire for demand
Mechanical end
I have a new glance as I gather in the miniature city
a village we could call this new home, my own home.
It is well after 1 AM and I can see people walking
on our quiet roads, unlike a circle or boulevard,
simply access roads to the thousands of neighbors
I have now crunched into six or seven football fields
all lined together to accommodate walks of life,
young and old, me, them, those will be theirs as well.
I rather like this view, it is mine, and mine alone.
Oh I do have an animal nearby who is safely
sleeping in a kennel for now, a young pup he is.
In the morning he will wake and my time will become
his alone, no one else will matter until I can see him,
lay down on the wood floor, a sense of ease and comfort.
I’m living independently now, I’m eating, laughing,
though the dark days in between do still remain.
I wonder if I might ever notice the new difference in my life,
or will this be rather labeled a phase than an actual change.
I know I can feel a freedom I have not for many years,
I know there is a sense of wander in my mind, that appeals.
Though the view from my window far busier than past
there is a certain beauty in knowing our lives will make
a change that perhaps might benefit a state of mind.
I did stand on the precipice of my life just nights ago,
sadly wise enough to know battles ahead – my own remain.
© Scott F Savage 3/2020
I languished the precipice
of a reasoned survival.
I wonder about avarice
in a state of silent denial.
Want to step off a curb
with undefined urgency
seems easy now we perturb
we love someone a certainty.
I remember moments again
time might suggest a culture
wishing a peaceful gain –
humanity, a harmonic nature.
I wish I might just disappear
end this turbulent life of fear.
©️ Scott F Savage 3/2020
I told you I was ok,
I wouldn’t dream of hurting you,
There wouldn’t be a day,
when I would try to make you blue.
I just want to tell you this story,
it isn’t meant to remind you really,
of everything about you in a hurry,
that I would love and cherish so fully.
The ache is something always a surprise,
sitting in my home, in a quiet,
when suddenly I have tears I am not wise
to know this chaos is my riot.
I thought of you this day every day,
I wondered, wandered, wanted to feel
the truth about our grace today,
I live to love you, how sweet and real.
I wouldn’t ever want to worry you,
this feeling I have tonight is only a blue.
© Scott F Savage 2019
We are given allowances
even when ego steps inside what ought to be
a spiritual epiphany,
a moment that might suggest
all else falls into place
because only
love
might create an opinion
an alternative,
a suggestion of knowing
such a reckoning,
is a necessary precursor
toward allowing our imagination
to thrive,
inside the beauty of Grace,
of woman,
of man,
of human,
sweet is the notion of
forgiveness,
in love.
his facade, solo
travel will solace be though
eyes might never know
© Scott F Savage 2019
that is vast
he said in certainty
lessen judgment
allow a peace of mind
when the human condition feels
in that frame
a split-second
Indecision
will feed our divisive confusion
forever,
though,
love …
we might feel
remain
eternal
© Scott F Savage 2019
i read
relates
breathe the morning dew
we did this together
relates
lay in bed imagine
a long sheet
envelops you
hair splayed across my chest
naked love
relates
laying in bed – solemn
cosmic parallel
hell relates to our love.
Truth is …
she is with me now
though miles collide
the nature of her
energy
is in my waking morning.
Truth is …
while the world around us
obligatory custom
will decide our hours
mine will be consumed in
Fantasy
the notion, touching her.
Truth is …
though we now we know
an ultimate sacrifice
my eyes holding yours we find
the Sea
this love we have eternal.
Truth …
she is my happiness.
~ finding my way, a personal journey ~
for Zelda
Turning trauma into triumph since 1981.
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