The Trivia of Suicidality

He looked her in the eye,

while she showered his ego,

his mind might wish to cry

he couldn’t reveal he might go.

 

Talk to me about life today,

how fortunate we are to live

how easy it is to simply step away

even just after looking so alive.

 

See that’s the beauty of conversation

knowing someone is listening,

the laughter, the genuine ideation

of this is our reality, keep it happening.

 

I drove home today imagining only

oncoming traffic coming my way,

I’m thankful I cannot get past the beauty

of letting each driver live lives without delay.

 

Imagine if one sudden move were to suggest

these really are the fears I cannot digest.

 


~ finding my way, a personal journey ~